Dark winged creature that reigns over the secret black places of my mind,
Bind me to you with barb wire thoughts and lies of who and what I am.
Whisper my deceit over and over and wrap chains of defeat and self-hatred around my heart.
Unknowingly I turn to you for a twisted truth that exists only inside of me.
I drown again in a river of words and thoughts,
Bleak moments of self-loathing, failure, disappointment and terror.
Burnt wings enfold me with panic and depression over and over again.
My constant companion, I seek to release you, but feed you instead with my own diseased thoughts.
One day I will learn where I have built this lair for you and what combinations hold you there
And turn light upon that dusty bed to discover
I am free.
Monday, January 12, 2009
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